Thursday, December 14, 2006
good morning everyone.its 9 in the morning and its such a wonderful day to enjoy.but i won't enjoy it anymore..all the sadness and loneliness leads me to the place where i call it home.yes,home.this year is a very good one to me.because i could treasure the feelings i want the most.just to let you know.i'm not playing games here.its how i feel inside.i found the worst and the best feeling ever.i don't know where it is now though.it feels like its...lost from my boundary.coz the person i need and want the most is no where out of my sight.its alright if he wants to leave me.there's so many girls out there that are better than me.i admit it.i'm not good enough.i'm not ready to be in love.i have a long way to go.and this is definitely not my stop to live.i would not say this is the most challenging of all my times.no i won't coz i know there would be more to come.who knows i'll forget about him and found the right one that would understand and getting through all the things that i'm going through.who would cry,laugh with me.one makes me smile all the time.never would leave me alone and love me.yupp.what a perfect guy he would be.Friends,i love you all.you guys are the best.and always keep me in company when im so alone.and keep me in comfort when i'm sad.i have more mates this year.weird ones,nice ones,short-tempered ones.gosh they're so many of them.i only have one wish from you all.don't forget about me.these are the things i get to know in 2006.i hope we could keep in touch.hopefully.
she told
the story ...
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