Friday, December 15, 2006
THIS HEAD ACHE IS KILLING ME!
yes it is killing me!well i think i died because of it already but it doesnt matter.arghh first of all my computer is really making me mad..it feels like my head is about to explode coz of it.. oh well lets get straight to the point alright?
i recently went to the movies to watch this spectacular show called Eragon.yes i'm sure you all know it.while i was on the way.my cousin told me that she and her boyfriend had a fight.and she told me that never get into a relationship so soon.but its too late for her to say that..if only she knew that i have the same thing thats going on.luckily for her,their war of love is over.mine's not yet.she said once u get into relationship,u can never get out of it.*sighs* hopefully i'll get out of this misery of love.
she's such a strong person.and i admire her because of that..she doesnt mind if he leaves.she's somehow my 'rolemodel'.yupp.she gave me an early birthday present.she's so nice.
i'm being so emotional right now.i dont even feel like typing anymore.drops of water dripping on my keyboard.i dont know why.i just don't know why.the excitement waiting for my birthday is fading away.i'm just too weak.i'm not ready.nobody seems to talk.as always.and used to it.used to being so alone.its kinda sad to me and pathetic.if only they knew how i feel inside.but only i do.
i realised most of my posts that i posted was more to my confuseness and loneliness and miss towards him.its just how i feel everyday.even if there's so many ppl around me.but i just dont seem to talk to them about it coz they seem to not care nor understand what im going through.well not my closest mates of course.they're the best.wish i could do something for them in return.you know who u are.
laughing with your pretty mouth.laughing with ur broken eyes.laughing in your lover's tounge.guess what song am i listening to right now and u cld win a prize of hearing the whole song in my page..haha toodles.
she told
the story ...
9:21 PM
