Monday, December 04, 2006
*sighs*..how cld things get worse..
u guys just take me for GRANTED
HATE is a really really strong word..but i really really DON'T LIKE you guys
WHY am i ALWAYS the odd one OUT???i don't CARE what u guys TALK about..just not my freakin brothers or ME..look i don't even care what u talk about me..
its just so bloody ANNOYING when ur around and certainly DON'T give a DAMN about me
i'm PATIENT on whatever u say or u want from me...but do u even CARE what i WANT??
i just want u to NOTICE me like u guys did with other ppl..i know you guys BACKSTAB about me ..hey please im NOT that STUPID!
i'm being STUPID..thats what u all think..u guys think im PATHETIC.a LOSER..
i try to be the BEST so i could talk to you..i do.you share SECRETS with each other..and u guys just don't let me IN..but its fine..for ONCE i cld tell myself how painful it is to be around PPL like you.i'll just be on my OWN.i don't need YOU or any of IT.seems like there's nothin for me anymore..except my FRIENDS..u see..they're BETTER than YOU..i feel hurt coz u guys just DON'T give a DAMN bout me ..but its okay..i moved on.with my FRIENDS..they share SECRETS..STORIES..that u guys don't tell me..IF they're being bad towards me or WHATEVER..it doesn't MATTER,coz i feel needed among THEM.they somehow KNOW ME BETTER THAN YOU GUYS.i dont CARE if they're losers or weird ppl..they UNDERSTAND how i FEEL EACH DAY.i just want you guys to SEE me..the REAL me.
she told
the story ...
2:24 AM
