Sunday, December 31, 2006
MERRY XMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
haha but one thing's for sure im not looking forward for school.:P
but dont worry..im still using this page..for two or three days time.coz i wont be using any coms that has internet starting tmr..anws happy birthday to me!LOL.
im so weird..i've been weird lately..as in i make random sounds..and ppl wld think im weird and funny.but it also have their limits u know.so yeah
u know whats the best thing?
im starting move on..well im not sure..but i have moved on.yupp.i kinda sent a message to jesse..bout it.yeah and plus its for dylan too.soon i'll find my match..but not now..not him.i deserve better=)
did u know that the feeling of missing someone is always there..with u but u probably dont know who ur missing.thats kinda freaky..coz i feel that way too.he's my hero.the one who's always been there for me and understand my problems the way i do..well somehow.he likes MCR.and shares most of his knowledge of punk songs too..haha.although he wld be busy all the time which cld happen sooner or later,but he knows what am i going through.he told me that we'll be friends forever.i hope so...don't make promises u can't keep.coz its pointless if u can't.one said,don't get ur heart in love coz its such a waste of feeling if the heart's broken,and as well as waste of time.guess im not ready..
i admit.i like him alot.i really do.but i have no idea what is his feelings towards me.but i didnt leave dylan bcoz of him.no its not true.i left him coz i know i made the right choice.and im not sorry.instead im relieved and much happier.
i know he might not like me as the way i do towards him.we only knew for a couple of months and its too fast for me to have this kind of feeling.so its better off to let it go.dont u think so?
i have no idea whats in my mind right now..lol.crazy.
oh btw,i heard that we can't really use the net.coz this quake or something.probably will take bout 3 weeks?red the papers..
so i can't go online anymore.so once again i remind u,don't make promises u can't keep.it means remember me if u can,but if u can't.then its alright.
my motto for 2007 is to study harder.and pay more attention in class..no room for love for me:)
much love to jake,anthea,nadiya,the mcfly boys,jesse,zac,ness,ash,and lastly dylan.
thank you guys so much.and sorry if i say anything wrong towards u all.much apologize from me.have a great life!
love,
Shahira
xoxoxo
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